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Monday, February 12th, 2007
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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
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Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
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a fucking tree fell on my car.
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dinosaurs;marbles;vampires;cigarettes;heels;heartbreak;bobby-soxer
i like to be random.
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im proud of myself.
i am a totally diffrent, more responsible person since i moved. this was the best thing for me. i cant wait to meet people who are interested in the same things as i. who would rather get coffee then drink alcohol. since i moved away i see how different everyone is. or maybe thats not the case?! maybe everyone stayed the same and i just changed. it was a change for the best. i see how everyone drinks constantly, especially on weekdays?!?! i see how they are constantly getting high and their new thing is shrooms, and i know it wasnt just to try them once! someone i know and love to death is doing coke. some are failing school, staying out late and failing. i am so fortunate i got away. i can see how things we all had in common arent so in common anymore. i see how i set goals for myself and that i am striving to achieve them. my bank account actually has money in it. i have a great job i enjoy going to everyday. infact i have two jobs now. i love my cousins, sarah and charlotte.. and hanging out with sarah and justin is GREAT fun. i cant wait to hang out with tobias and his friends. i hate how i can see people i care about ruining their lives making pathetic decisions.
kids, its time to grow up a bit. when you stop drinking and whatnot you realize how fucking stupid it is. and you see how you waste time and throw your lives away. its really sad seeing everyone make such bad descions. i used to make terrible decisons and now that i dont do that shit anymore i feel so amazing about myself. i mean come on... the lives you are leading with this shit is tremendously fucking pathetic. i find it funny how we all got MIP's and we have to pay $400 but you all cant wait to party. dont you think theres something wrong with that? dont you think you have a problem? i guess you all dont learn...and when time comes to pay the tickets i know im probably the only one who straightened out but you all get away with it. if you get in trouble again i'll have to chuckle. because you all are being a little pathetic.
i only hope for the best for everyone i know.
im not calling people anymore. i have a phone that never rings. you are all much too busy getting shit-faced.
<3
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Saturday, March 11th, 2006
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the majority of my friends are really fucking LAME.
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Thursday, March 9th, 2006
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so why do all the cute guys always have girlfriends?
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Saturday, March 4th, 2006
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he
has
a
crush
on
me?!
:D
he gave me the best compliment ever.
i wish i knew this forever ago.
doubt anything will come of it.
but it still makes me happy.
today i got to wait my on tables.
in 2 1/2 hours i made 22$
i wish i had my on tables all day.
i think i may like this waitressing thing.
it makes me respect servers so much more then i did already.
heyy people you better tip your servers real well.
we deal with assholes all day.
we are on our feet alllll day.
and we serve you YOUR food any way youd like it.
we get crap for the mistakes the cooks make.
we wait tables non stop.
we are "fake friendly" to your liking even if we are having a terrible miserable day.
i love my job so far!
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sarah made breakfast.
yummmmmz.
i love my cousins.
i accidently broke tha cupboard door in the bathroom..ghey. how the fuck can cupboard door crack?!
that just makes me angry!?!?
i want to be at work right now.
i was supposed to be there at 10am they called and said not to be there until noon. wtf. i need money. i need it so badly im so worried. grrrr.
anyways.
i cant wait for spring and all the nice weather and all the good moods ppl tend to be in.
i cant wait for walks and runs, soft ball and ice cream and walks down the rail road track and going to the barn.
yay im so excited.
:D
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Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
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im happy knowing what i want in life.
im happy knowing that i want to live in New York, NY.
im happy knowing that i want to major in journalism, minor in art and get a license in cosmotology.
it just feels right to me.
for years i have struggled with confused thoughts of what i want to do with my life and i feel so comfortable and content on these decisions.
i know this is what i want to do with my life. ive never felt so excited about something.
anyways.
at the moment i am stressed out about court and money!
i hate the bills i have.
im trying my hardest to get a second job.
i hope that people can tell im changing and that i am trying hard.
i hope my uncle and aunt can see that.
im just a lil worried that they dont.
im always worried that i will dissappoint them.
and on another note.
i LOVE sarah and Char.
im actually really looking forward to our 'girl night'
they are so fun.
i cut sarah's hair today...i love it. i really cant wait to go to school for that.
we had coffee last night..i enjoy doing that. i just cant get over the fact that the horn is no smoking now. wtf.
i really hope that sarah, justin and i can get a place. that would be fantastic. id be happy with that decision. im setting a goal to bank money for that.
ok.chrissy.its time to save save s a v e!
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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in the coontry, its a nice place the live.
i cant wait for spring.
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
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i hate liking boys i cant have. :[
today i realized how terrible i am at nintendo 64 games.
but its fun.
i like mario. regular nintendo. just the basic jumping.
i cant spell.
"coontry"
ha
and p.s. hedge hogs scare me.
hiss hiss
i like snapple.
mmmm yum. that was pretty tasty.
i like i mean looooove my new hair. but so far three ppl dont :(
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Friday, February 24th, 2006
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well isnt that the truth!
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
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im going to get my hair cut.
i want it to be cut like this.
i really like the style.
you can make it crazy
or not make it crazy.
what do you people think?
i dislike my hair.
i wanted to grow it but everytime i try i get so sick of it.
meh.
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006
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im starting to think again on who i actaully can call a friend.
im so excited to meet new people.
ones that actually mean something to me.
ones that are willing to pass up a party to come and see me.
ones that when they are 10 minutes away from my house they actually can pick up there damn fucking phone and call me.
but whatever.
i see how it is.
have fun with your alcohol led ignorant lives.
thats not me anymore.
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Friday, February 17th, 2006
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| You Are 25 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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Thursday, February 16th, 2006
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amiable embrace: u really make me feel sick!
PatheticB0y: you make me want to shoot myself
amiable embrace: and i wish you owned a gun so you could do so
PatheticB0y signed off at 12:58:21 AM.
i would buy him a fucking gun.
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working in furniture is killing me.
im dead.
im so sore.
i had to lift, drag, pull down, and put on top of cars, cram into vans, trucks and etc. 14 or so HUGE mattresses...
all by my tiny self.
hopefully i'll get this secretary job in auburn hills. its through microsoft or something.
and then i can hopefully work nights at steak n shake and bring home $100+ in tips every night.
so that way i can quit my jets pizza job and big lots job.
*sigh*
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